sad story ~

salam .. lama dah aq xon9 an? na dkat 1 week jgak lhaa aq xcotcetcotcet kt sniee..

lauu xad jewk yg aq na ctew an kt sniee ... nieyh pown bru tgrak na on9 ..

sume sbb aq na download lgu2 OST ure beautiful..

huhuu .. xtauu lhaa asl lgu 2 sume cm ad kne ngene ngn aq ?

bler aq dga jewk lagu2 2 rase sdeyh gler lhaaa ..

nk2 bler aq dga lgu 'what should i do ' ...

t'ngat kt boy aq tuhh , ahmad rif'at amir..

huhuuu ... bler aq tgk cte ure beautiful 2 un , aq sdeyh gk ..

aq cm bygkn yg tae kyong 2 amer , mi nam 2 aq ..

huhuu ~ jln ctew dye mmg sdeyh lhaa ..

smpy mnyentoh prsaan aq .. ad yg sdeyh , ad yg epy ...

sng ckp sume ade lhaaa ..

lately nieyh kteowg gado lgik , sume sbb an bnd yg same ..

gurls ~ huhuu , susa lhaa lauu aq xgeti na cntrol mood aq ..

mood aq un xmnntu ... mcm rollercoster ..

dye xwat slah un sbnarnye . bese lha 2 na kua lpak2 ngn mmbe p aq yg pk laen ..

huhuu , xtauu lhaa asl .. bler aq da mara2 , mule lhaa gdo2 ..

aq da pnat kodd na gdo2 ag .. sgt pnat bb aq na kteowg cm dlu ..

oweys epy , gler2 .. xde sdeyh2 , xde skit aty cm skunk ..

p owg kate adat lhaa 2 lauu kapel kte asik gdo2 jewk an ?

bru r kte leyh knal psgn ngn lbeyh mndlam.. 

p bg aq , lauu da tllu asyk sgt gdo un xoke gk , t lame2 leyhh tmbol bnd len ..

slap2 gdo un leyh wt kte breax an ? huhuu ..

ri2 un aq ngn dye almost breax jgak , p xjdik ..

dye ckp dye syg kt aq lgik ... aq smpn ag msg2 dye ...

ary 2 aq luah an prsaan aq kt dye ..

n scre xsngaje aq gne 'aq ko' ngn dye pdhal b4 nieyh xpna un aq gne 'aq ko' ngn dye ..

gdo trok cne un aq ttap gne ' i u' jewk.. p xtauu lha asl ary 2 aq tuka nick 2..

huhuu .. dye anta msg 2 , aq sdeyh jewk bce p ego aq tggi ..

bb ego aq yg tnggi 2 , aq sllu xna ngalah ngn dye ..

kdg2 dye yg ngalah ngn aq , cm ne skit un aty dye , dye ttp ngalah ngn aq ..

p aq ? ttp ngn ego aq yg tnggi 2 .. huhuu ..

aq wt cm uw un juz na dye sdar pew aq rse ..

p laen lak jdik .. huhuuuu ..

'' b , i miss u lhaaa ! i na kte jdik cm dluu .. xna gdo2 ag .. na kte epy jewk ..

b , i tauu u da bnyk bsabar ngn prgai i yg xmnntu , i mmg na b'ubh p susa ...

xde owg na skong i .. i ttp ngn ego+cemburu i yg tnggi 2 ..

b , smpy bler kte na jdik cnie jewk ? i da pnt lhaaa ..

b , ngat aw pomis2 u ngn i 2 .. i xlupe sume pomis u 2 ..

b , t i try ubh ek skap i 2 .. i tauu wlau u bsbar lame mne un t lame2 u muak jgak ..

huhuuu ... ill try my best dear ''

song : what should i do ?

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling
As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand
I can’t catch you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart

All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you
Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you
I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you only
I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on

What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart 

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this ssong was dedicated 2 him ,,

sarangheo ahmad rif'at amir :(